Monday, December 05, 2005

Yawn. Stretch. Groan. Repeat.

I didn't get much sleep again last night. I don't know what the problem is but I have difficulty getting more than four to five hours a night. It's debilitating in many ways. I don't feel much like doing anything until late in the day when everyone else is beginning to wind down. Until that time, I simply mill about, wandering aimlessly through the mental minefields of my life (<----That's good. I like that.)
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I've since kicked (or at least attempted to kick) my crack-like caffeine habit. It's something I've been meaning to do for some time now but have never been able to find the time to fit into my busy Bipolar lifestyle. It sucks. I don't like it. I want to not want to do it but I know I need to. It's been on my list of to do's but I always find a reason to push it farther down the rungs on the ladder of completion. Nonetheless, I did it - at least for the day. Save your pats on my back because caffeine conditions make avalanche possibilities extremely high.
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It's late or early depending on how you view your half empty or half full glass of spilled milk, so I am going to force myself to end this day's posting and try to get five to six hours of sleep. I've got to start somewhere, right?

3 Comments:

Blogger Theresa said...

Drop by any time. Its always nice to have new readers and someone I can relate to on any level.

11:51 AM  
Blogger Lisa said...

Gorgeous post.

And I am delirious with joy--I think I have just found the person who can explain to me what the meaning of [sic] is! I am neurotically pissed off when I miss out on some piece of knowledge like that...I feel more more comfortable as a know-it-all, don't ya know. ;) If you could be a dear and give me a definition...

12:49 PM  
Anonymous D`Anerah[H] said...

Its been a year since I was diagnosed with Bi-polar and I still struggle with it almost every second day.

It's hard, but we keep on fighting eh? You write so honestly and openly and right now, I'm off to link you!

take care.

6:44 PM  

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