Friday, May 05, 2006

I've never handled stress well. I'm not sure what the main component of this particular dysfunction is, but when the going gets rough the very foundation of my being beings to shake and rattle and crack, with many aftershocks laying in wait.
Our proposed trip is the main source of my insurmountable stress level and has been for some time, but now that we're down to a mere 43 days until we're supposed to leave, I'm ready to call the whole thing off for fear of falling off of the deep end.
I'm looking at the itenerary we have planned versus the one I am working on SHOULD we in fact win this fucking auction and what was once a good time is now about making it to the next crowd worthy site for that all-inclusive photo-op of us wearing ANY COMPANY U.S.A.'s promotional garb. I'm beginning to wonder if it's worth it anymore. Not to mention, I've been wondering if I am trying to force the hand of fate.
(((GODDAMN... ALL I WANT IS A FUCKING VACATION WITH MY SON!)))
(((I JUST WANT TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH HIM AND RECOUP SOME OF WHAT WE'VE LOST!)))
(((IS THAT TOO MUCH TOO ASK?)))

4 Comments:

Blogger barista brat said...

just my .02 cents:
no, i don't think it's too much to ask for.
i think it's commendable that you are trying so hard to put this together.

4:15 PM  
Blogger Tom said...

What about a drive south into Mexico? Would it be cheaper?

4:33 PM  
Blogger anna said...

Wish I could help you.

6:45 PM  
Blogger [sic] said...

Brat:
Thanks for your two cents. Hell leave a quarter if you like. Whatever you choose, it's nice to hear that what I'm doing is a good thing, despite the emotional hardhip it is causing me in the moment.

Tom:
"Woh, Mexico. It sounds so sweet with the sun sinking low.
Moon's so bright, like to light up the night, make everything all right."

That's about as close to Mexico as you'll be finding my son and I. He's more afraid of the Policia slapping us Americano's in the pokey than catching the name of some hot little "seƱorita with the eyes on fire."

Thanks for the suggestion though.

Anna:
You're plate is overflowing right now. The last thing you need to do is be concerned about the travel woes my son and I are facing. But thanks anyway.

9:29 PM  

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